Friday, July 03, 2009

hiie,

it's been a long time. havent blogged cos i was just plain lazy and didnt have much to talk about either. :S

ohh yea!! for the past one month(june). i have been spensing alot of my time in EYF!
and really wanna thank God for the opportunity to serve Him and HIs people as a co-shepherd.

during EYF, i thank God for constantly sharpening me. esp in the area of patience where i lack so much in. trust me, it aint easy being patience to kids who have very short attention span being a task orientated person. i thank God that in my impatience i didnt scold them but rather be able to take on their point of view yet also able to bring them back to God.

during EYF, also got to know alot more frends better, old ones(cheong siblings) and new ones(Alson,Adam, Amos), thus able to have a more intimate fellowship with them.

guess the most memorable thing abt eyf for me is the finale.
indeed true...will we get on this journey singing praises to God,quick in supporting one another? or will our minds jus go blank, forgetting why we are on this journey.

every obstacle we face builds us up in our character as well as fellowship with one another. will u too walk this journey with me? with God!

Henry @ 12:00 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

i realised that nobody probably reads this blog anymore...well...not the usual ones in the past whom frequent here,one of which whom i so cared about...

Dear Friend,

As i write this letter to you. I wish that one day you may come to your senses that i may not have to pen this down and deliever it to your house.

It has been 3yrs coming to 4. And i thank God unceasing for continue giving me the heart as well as the stamina to reach out to you. Though i must confess perhaps it was due to my liking for you last time that im still contacting you with whatever means.However, it is indeed true as written in the bible," you meant it for evil, but God meant it for good."

It has come to my attention that your spiritual walk with God has come to an stand still.Or worse, it has not been in existance at all in the first place.

As I recollect the times you were with us in Emmaus, i realised that it was a mere 7months before you left because of parental objections.Then about 5months later, you said you wanna come back but after your promos....then about 3months later, it was about parental objection again...

On the day we met to sort out our differences i rmb asking you a question."If you haven't had parental objections, would you choose volunteerism o God?" Volunteerism, you answered.

So what was your real reason for forsaking God? The answer is simple, the world is more attractive to you. A slave cannot serve two masters. In the same way you can only love God or the world for both are in conflict.

Have you ever wondered why God chose to send rain that faithful day in Cambodia?God doesnt just wants you to know He is there.God wants you to be with Him.As you have said, God sent the rain that you may believe.It means to Him that you believe and want to be with Him.

Perhaps you are stucked with just God being real. But have you realised that He loved you so much that He sent His Son to die for you? We are all undeserving of His Son. We who are so sinful, who reject God again and again and continue to fix our eyes on earthly things...Yet God died for the undeserving, that we might not be condemned but be with Him in an eternal relationship.

Truthfully, i felt that as you commit yourself more to volunteerism, i feel even more distant away from you. I can no longer understand your thoughts and feelings. We live by two different morale compasses. We live according to two different gods.

In the beginning of time, Adam slapped God in the face rejecting Him. Now that God has revealed Himself to us again through His Son Jesus, shall we slap Him in the face once again and reject Him?

As i wrote this note to you. I alrdy know that it would strain our alrdy soured friendship.But i know if i do not tell u of this truth, i am not your friend at all.

Prayerfully,
Henry

Henry @ 10:52 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

WOE UNTO ME!!

THE KING INVITED HIS TOP OFFICIALS, ADVISORS AND CLOSEST FRENDS TO HIS PARTY,A FEAST INDEED.

YET SOME REFUSED TO COME. SAYING THAT THEY NEED TO FINISH THEIR CHORES OR HAVE OTHER THINGS TO DO INSTEAD.

WOE UNTO ME!!WOE UNTO ME!!

Henry @ 12:08 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

"oh how i hate this feeling! every year at this time.."
thus sayth the shoutout from my fb.

yes, valentine's is a pain in the nether regions to me.in fact in my 21 yrs of life, i've only celebrated it once. sure that there's nth to boast when u've celebrated it many times with someone(special or not) but my human nature cannot resist but envy all those around.perhaps it's my sanguine nature that i want someone to feel that im special to them.not in the mother father thinks that their son is special that kinda way but..u get the point.

valentine's day-oh! how i hate this day! will everyone be more sensitive to this lonely soul here? will u leave ur lovey dovey actions in the dark?! ohh my eyes!!! they are burning!!

k man, since im so filled with sianess and envy, i must turn these negative feelings into energy! i must channel this energy to train myself into the best fighter in the world!!!!! hiiyyaaahh!!!

Henry @ 12:36 AM

Friday, January 09, 2009

http://www.oneishy.com/personality/results/3f8a16ed7

im a choleric sanguine. certainly army has changed me. :S

Henry @ 12:50 AM

Sunday, January 04, 2009

yay...so finally asks me to blog.lol! the last post was in sept 2008, one yr ago...lol. i very very very very lazy so acty most of the time no mood to type.

but since someone's still reading my blog.. I WILL BLOG FOR UR SAKE! =D

2008 has been an exciting yr. partly becoz i ORD-ed on 11 NOVMBER 2008. the date i hav always waited. and finally it has arrvied and im FREEE!!!

partly becoz also GOd has filled my yr will temptations, trials, discouragements but admist that thanks giving , growth and a much deeper understanding of God's sovereignty and love for me.

He has renewed my conviction that im a sinner and that im a recepient of His love(jesus christ) thru christocentric camp and church camp. He has made me aware that it it not what i've done to bring ppl to Him but His will alone. And He has made me not giving up on reaching out to some of the frends cos God has pursued us 1st...and it took Him 14yrs to pursue me and even after He is still caring and growing with me. yup...

The brothers came to my hse on new yr eve to celebrate. we had worship, sharings of thanksgiving as well as growth pts. My growth pt for this yr is to grow in WORD...that i would hear his word, retain it in my heart, and perseevere in obedience and by that produce a crop...abiding in God.

in tthis yr 2009 it would be an exciting one cos i have 7 months till i go NTU/NIE. will hav to plan properly what i do with my time.hope to catch up with frends...many of them this long break and do things that i've been wanting to do... yupp..


guess that's abt it. if want more posts, continue to post of my tagboard. then i know someone's reading. :)

Henry @ 9:56 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008

2nd week of my lobo....really really lobo. nth planned out. just slack. gonna be like that for nine months after i ORD. at such, these are the few big/small decisions i have made to use this time wisely and fruitfully.


1.train TKD, get the bloody black belt finally after like 4yrs.
2.learn guitar. ^^ musical knowledge. learn to play songs to worship God.
3.work in ATC, help young ppl. influence others to join too
3.church camp. i have deicided to go.
5.catch up wiv frends. lots of frends. army made me a social hermit.


these are wad i tot so far. just touching the surface. have a much deeper purpose for all these. but shall not reveal. ;)

Henry @ 12:36 AM