Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Last week sucked totally. Firstly, our promos results are out. Scored fairly well but the sad thing is one of my SRJC brothers cannot make it and he going poly. No names mentioned but i wonder how life can go on in sch without him. He is always the crappiest one, the most darring one and always the one that bring life into our grp. And he is one of the LIVING in my class. Almost the rest in my class no life one...only study study.

Okay, other than that, i just know that my 1st 3 months oreintation grp mate got cancer. When i heard the news i was like wtf?! He always like damn fit one. So i went on a prayer request frenzy asking all my christian frends to pray for him. Really hope he have a speedy recovery. Went to visit him on monday. Feel damn extra cos go with my yjc odac pals. Then there are ppl i dont know. I only tok to the girls whom many of which i know and kalvin only. As i was sitting in his house, alot of thoughts ran through my mind. I felt that i was neglecting this frend of mine too much. We seldom tok, or have fun together after i go into the permanent class in yjc.He was at no where in my heart. I only start to think of him again after some1 told me about his condition.
I feel that im very selfish. To only notice a frend when he was like that. I can see how much this frendship really meant to me if there was any at all. I feel very sad. All the msgs about blibical frendship came to my mind. While he is muslim, i nv mention anything about Christ to him. I dont want to see a life lost, yet i dont wanna offend him. I really dunno wad to do other than praying for him. I feel so useless.

Sunday going Sentosa with SRJC brothers. Shld b fun. All i can do is HOPE....