Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Haiz. Today is so depressing. I did a very evil thing to a person i dislike today.This person came to sit behind us after school, then i told my friends in chinese "Hey, quickly change table."The person heard.The funny thing is, she understood me totally!!(she is a malay) She heard and said " I know u al dun like me, i sit elsewhere la!" Then i feel very guilty. Cos although everyone doesnt like her, i shldnt b so bad. =(

Another thing is, Ah Bong knew about Us le. He kept saying wanna tell other ppl and ppl in the church. I feel so pressurised in this church. Even swear have to swear with caution.But im glad that at least there are brothers that give me time like Victor, Lufeng and Brendan...Too many ppl know about this blog le.Mayb i shld put a password to hide my secrets and only those whom i truly trust can enter....

Today got cca and the dancework thingie.Was sianified after so many things happened.Cca was tiring but nonetheless fun. I was very affected by the above 2 incidents. But luckily the thought of her kept me going.The more the think about her, the more i miss her...haiz....

I have been chosen for some pre-u seminar thing.And the person i dislike is in it too.I dunno how we can work together sia...hmmmmm, dun care laaa.

Tml im meeting her again.Im so looking forward to it....=) <3