Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i went over to Dulcie's blog a while ago.feel damn shitty.completely owned.wad am i to a person whom i cared for so much?that im willing to hide my heart's sorrows to encourage and continue to support the person mentally and emotionally.am i even a frend to her?im really starting to qns myself.it may b true that she still hav feeling for her ex.i dun give a fuck.but cant she see that im trying so hard just to b her frend.there seems to b no appreciation.saddness and dissapppoint one after another is all i get.im an accquaintance, a shadow ,a substitute.all i ask for is that she will just b more sensitive and treat me as a frend....not some stranger..now i feel so cold when talking to her.not like how when we 1st knew each other.the communication is mostly one-wayed.only information is shared,not much feelings.

am i thinking too much?am i asking too much?am i just too foolish?me too, am clinging too tightly.i dun wanna let go too.but wad's the use?will anyone care for me again?i dun wanna b alone.will someone reach out a hand for me?tears are brimmin at my eyes now.....