Friday, March 17, 2006

to Dulcie:

today's meeting was really unnecessary for u came with a closed mind and a foul mood.i saw ur face when justin isnt there.seriously, i was looking forward that we could sort things out and continue to become frends.but it seems otherwise.all im asking today is for the truth.if wad sharon was saying was true and what do u really see me as and if u really wanna continue wadever relation we are having or even improve it.im sorry that i didnt try to understand what is going on.but u have to know that u never tell me what u are going thru exactly until today.i knew that after telling u my part of the truth, u are going to b affected.we are not the same sch, the only means of knowing how are u is thru the phone.u could hav just told me not to sms u so often,straight.i wasnt able to finish my part of the story.when i ask u if u wanna b my frend by sms,u always said yes.but i continued to qns b'cos of wad sharon told me.i mean, u wont tell me straight cos it would affect me deeply.that's y i asked u personally.i wanted to find out if wad sharon said was true.i asked u today.u didnt answer me,u get angry wiv me instead.i want u know wad u wan wiv me? be a frend? an accquantance? or just be out of ur life? i believe is not use asking me wad i want b'cos now's wad is impt is wad u want?u are going thru bad times, i know u need support,ii know sharon cant be there forever and i know u have very little frends.That's y im reaching out my hand.i asked over and over if u wan me to help.but u refused to tell me.even till now.im sorry that justin feels that way but it cant be helped.i dunno if u are going to continue to ignore me but i hope that someday we would really understand wad's going on on each others mind and one day,yes, we would be come tru frends.My door is always open.a frendship is not determined by time...but how much u love and trust the person..

with today's meeting, i think i lost a frend.

after that...went to Bone's hse and get pwned.need to help him to check out somethings.then headed to tampanies.read comics, had some dessert and met Huili.

I very happy to hav Huili as a frend and sister.she's like the only few ppl who would listen to me, give me solid advices and at the same time would share with me fully wad is she facing.anyway, pwned her with magic tonight.i hope she can sleep and not thinking whole day how i did those tricks...hahah