Saturday, June 24, 2006

I rmbed wad Jaspas told me quite some time ago : U damn unlucky.(in terms of relationships) It's not because u are not good or wad. It's just that everytime it's due to unforeseen circumstances then fuck up everything.Vera like that, Dulcie also like that......

it may not b exactly wad he said,but the meaning is about there.and i think he is right!
That time Vera, suddenly i became overly zealous and holy and broke up just to regret soon after.Then there was Dulcie,it was as though i was walking on the streets then a brick fell and hit my head.

i dunno if i would ever get a girlfrend again.i just hope that i can make alot more frends to allow more opportunity.mayb it's b'cause of my character?im too nice?i give in too much? i dunooo........ahhhh, just some thoughts...

actually,i would like to get a gf b4 army.life would b very dull without one.i cant imagine wad i would do when i book out.drink with GUYS?go shopping with GUYS?stay at home play computer games which is so no life? but,....ohh well....i dunno.just hope God and fate is good to me.