Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i nv expected it to be like that, that she would have gone from bad to worse.wadever thing that is happening is getting a toil on her.she trying to escape everything.but i can understand.given this kind of circumstances,everyone would wish that there is a reset button and start anew and forget everything that has happened.and wish that they havent done it and change the whole situation for the better.but sadly, we do not have this button.that's y we have to make the best out of what we have.i know that sometimes it seems that so many things have been taken away from us, we feel like there's nth much we can make the best out of.we just want to escape, we want to give up.however, i believe that God wont force someone to their ends.some times, we try to do alot of things, explain ourselves but these are not needed.only one thing is needed.that is to regain the trust u have in yourself and the will to face the challenges ahead.if u are willing to help urself, people around you will too.in fact,people have been trying to help and support u but the unwillingness to face the prob as casued u to close your doors on them.we cannot blame anyone for what has happened and how the situation turns out this way.we cant blame luck, we cant blame time, we cant blame anything.Picking ourselves up is hard i know.therefore, have the end in mind.U know u want to have a happier future.Then make that decision to face the challenges!sitting on the floor and crying doesnt do anything.we cant stand up for u.we can only lead the way, the road u have to walk yourself.u must walk this grim road for a better future.this stretch of the road may be dark and cold, but after we crossed this, it would lead to a road where u will find new happiness, new hope. so here i am, stretching my hand far far as possible to reach out for u.im willing to walk this road with u no matter what it takes.i will kill the monsters for u, light the road for you, and warm u with my hugs. but are u willing to walk this road with my towards a better future?? i'll be waiting for u to take my hand....

love,
Henry