Monday, July 10, 2006

Mid yr exams of it are over.the worse comes.getting back ur shitty results and going back to school.so far, i know results for 3 papers.
mathsc p1 - F
chem p2 - F
bio p3 - B
No surpirsed abit.It has always been like that.How i wish that i only need to take Bio since it's the only subject i have been consistently passing.I was quite confident of my bio p1 until Sheikh said the average for bio p1 is 20-21/40. But there are two possibilities. Huge disparity between marks or everyone scored equally.hmmmmm.

sch has turned into a prison camp.extended school hours.report of work done and everyday checking.minimal to recreational activities.increased workload.but it is all for the sake of the certificate.A lvl is not about passing ur subs, but acing your subs.u need to get minimal ABC,BBB or BBC plus a GOOD pass in gp.Good pass means b3 and above.Imagine this is O lvls.This means u have to get almost all ur subs A2 or A1. If this dun seem crazy enough, there's also the issue of limited seats which makes it even harder.This stress is accompanied by the fear of, if u dun get into local U, u are much more disadvantaged in recruitment.No good recruitment = sucky pay.And u get the point since money makes this shit world go round.

in this era, quit that bullshit about pursuing ur dreams.no money = no dreams. so ur dreams would probably be making alot of money.today, our sch gave us this brochure about saving enough money for retirement.we are not even employed yet and we have to plan for retirement.not that we shouldnt but dun u think getting a certificate and being emplayed is much more important now.the broche gaves an interesting example.if u have an income of $20000, u save 50%, and ur income increases 5% every year, but 30yrs time u would have 3 millions.it is a realistic goals.wait a min! which jackass earns $20000 a month in singapore? u r not talking about the average singaporean man.if this is so, i dun see why ppl live in 1-3 room flats.The average income for sg families is about $4000.And this amount is because of the huge income gapbetween the rich and poor.not becuase everyone earns about the same.ask anyone on the streets.they would be happy even to have a $2000 salary.

im thinkin of all these because in about 3 yrs time, i would be part of this fucked up system.im stressed.bleh.....but i would always rmb that admist this stress of life, there are ppl who are more important than monetary gains and savings.And therefore i would always be there for these ppl.ppl i love and care very much for....

hope u guys would start having ur finnancial plan now. =)