Sunday, May 24, 2009

i realised that nobody probably reads this blog anymore...well...not the usual ones in the past whom frequent here,one of which whom i so cared about...

Dear Friend,

As i write this letter to you. I wish that one day you may come to your senses that i may not have to pen this down and deliever it to your house.

It has been 3yrs coming to 4. And i thank God unceasing for continue giving me the heart as well as the stamina to reach out to you. Though i must confess perhaps it was due to my liking for you last time that im still contacting you with whatever means.However, it is indeed true as written in the bible," you meant it for evil, but God meant it for good."

It has come to my attention that your spiritual walk with God has come to an stand still.Or worse, it has not been in existance at all in the first place.

As I recollect the times you were with us in Emmaus, i realised that it was a mere 7months before you left because of parental objections.Then about 5months later, you said you wanna come back but after your promos....then about 3months later, it was about parental objection again...

On the day we met to sort out our differences i rmb asking you a question."If you haven't had parental objections, would you choose volunteerism o God?" Volunteerism, you answered.

So what was your real reason for forsaking God? The answer is simple, the world is more attractive to you. A slave cannot serve two masters. In the same way you can only love God or the world for both are in conflict.

Have you ever wondered why God chose to send rain that faithful day in Cambodia?God doesnt just wants you to know He is there.God wants you to be with Him.As you have said, God sent the rain that you may believe.It means to Him that you believe and want to be with Him.

Perhaps you are stucked with just God being real. But have you realised that He loved you so much that He sent His Son to die for you? We are all undeserving of His Son. We who are so sinful, who reject God again and again and continue to fix our eyes on earthly things...Yet God died for the undeserving, that we might not be condemned but be with Him in an eternal relationship.

Truthfully, i felt that as you commit yourself more to volunteerism, i feel even more distant away from you. I can no longer understand your thoughts and feelings. We live by two different morale compasses. We live according to two different gods.

In the beginning of time, Adam slapped God in the face rejecting Him. Now that God has revealed Himself to us again through His Son Jesus, shall we slap Him in the face once again and reject Him?

As i wrote this note to you. I alrdy know that it would strain our alrdy soured friendship.But i know if i do not tell u of this truth, i am not your friend at all.

Prayerfully,
Henry